April 5th, 1898
Dear Diary,
We buried Lyle today. Not near the maples but in the Catholic cemetery. His body may be there, but I will always think of him as being in the grove of maples. Father Henry read some scriptures and spoke a prayer over him. My heart literally hurt, seeing his little, wooden box lowered into the cold spring earth. Paul and Nola came, Cedric and Olivia too. St. Joe’s graciously allowed me a cemetery plot even though we are not members.
Cedric paid for the arrangements, and I am most grateful. I couldn’t bear to ask Edward for the money. I know we need everything he is making to pay back our loan and fund the spring planting.
Our son is born and gone, and Edward hasn’t seen his face. Lyle came out molded like a fresh new version of Edward. My tears dampen the pages as I pen this. How utterly horrible that Edward did not get to meet his likeness! I grate at the injustice of it.
Another kind of injustice rankles me. I love Edward, I do, but what he has put me through by this separation has wounded me. If I did not value the meaning of a vow, I might cleave to the person who has been my helper these last months. But I know that I cannot, for it would be a lie. My heart belongs to Edward.
Jenny lives in Wisconsin with her husband, Ken, and their pet Yorkie, Ruby. She is also a mom and loves being a grandma. She enjoys many creative pursuits but finds writing the most fulfilling.
Spending many years as a librarian in a local public library, Jenny recently switched to using her skills as a floral designer in a retail flower shop. She is now retired from work due to disability. Her education background stems from psychology, music, and cultural missions.
She holds membership in the: Midwest Independent Booksellers Association, Wisconsin Writers Association, Christian Indie Publishing Association, and Independent Book Publishers Association.
Jenny’s favorite place to relax is by the western shore of Lake Superior, where her novel series, By The Light of the Moon, is set. A new historical fiction, four-part series entitled, Sheltering Trees, will be released in 2021 and 2022. Jenny is currently writing a novella series entitled, Botanical Seasons.
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Mary Anne xxx